Is Your Past Holding You Back? 🚧

I’ve never been one to spend too much time reminiscing or living in the past...

But almost every year, I find myself going through old files on my computer to clear space, and I’m reminded of so many moments I had almost forgotten - times o joy, times o pain, moments o highs and memories o lows.

It’s fun to look through and see how far you’ve come, but I’ve noticed something:

when I spend too long there, I start to pick up a heavy energy.

The photos act as portals 🔮 to those versions o yourself. As you look at images from different stages o your life, you’re not just seeing the memory - you’re also tapping into the energy you carried in those moments… good or bad.

The real reason we store memory o the past is to remember what we have learnt from our choices.. for our personal growth and souls evolution 🌱

So… how might the past be holding you back?

The Subconscious and Its Hidden Programs 🧠

Lately, I’ve been diving deep into the subconscious mind and the unconscious beliefs we carry - from this lifetime, from our lineage, from the collective consciousness, from Earth’s history, from past lives… and even from the soul itself ✨.

That’s a lot o programs running in the background - many we’re not even aware o.

While it’s fine to consciously look back from time to time, the real key is to start recognising the past that lives within your unconscious mind - the beliefs and patterns that are no longer relevant but still influencing your thoughts and actions.

Programs From Past Lives 🌌

For example, if you were a spiritual healer in a past life, perhaps you were persecuted, exiled, called a witch 🕯, or even tortured. Or maybe this happened to an ancestor o yours.

That memory - whether personal or ancestral - is stored within your genetic blueprint or your soul’s record. It can show up as fear or resistance in your current life:

• Feeling blocked when stepping into your true healing powers.

• Hesitating to speak your spiritual truth 🕊.

• Feeling anxious about being seen or sharing your gifts.

  
  

Why?

Because your unconscious mind still holds the fear that “it will happen again.”

Maybe you even took a past-life vow promising you’d never be a healer again, because people can’t be trusted and it's not safe to be seen this way.

Finding the Root o Your Patterns 🌱

When we start to become aware of these unconscious patterns - through the process o ‘digging’ and deeply questioning the whys:

• Why do I think that way?

• Why do I feel this way?

• Why do I keep acting like this?

…we can finally shine light on these patterns and choose something different.

The Emotional Weight o the Past 💔

Holding onto emotions from the past - like guilt, resentment, or revenge - is another way we trap ourselves.

These heavy emotions are like slow poisons 🕷. They drain your energy, keep you stuck in loops, and dim the light in your body.

When these energies stay blocked, they limit the amount o light you can hold in your vessel 🌟.

And this affects everything:

• Your ability to magnetise abundance 💎.

• Your connection to inner guidance.

• Your capacity to feel light, joyful, and free in every ray life 🌞.

Virtues o the Past 🌸

It’s important to note: not all past programs are negative. Many virtues - like patience, grace, forgiveness - are also carried through past lives and lineages.

Some ancestors even hold powerful beliefs like “I am rich” or “I am loved” - programs that deeply support abundance and self-worth.

Imagine how easy life would feel if you knew, deep down, that you are rich in all ways - how naturally you’d magnetise a rich, light-filled life ✨.

A Practice to Begin Uncovering Your Programs ✍️

The first step is becoming aware o yourself - your thoughts, your words, your actions.

Start journaling 📖 and asking the whys.

Journal Prompt:

1. Think of a situation in your life right now that you’re unhappy with - or one where you feel blocked.

   
   

2. Ask yourself:

   • Why do I feel this way?

   • What belief might be hiding beneath this feeling?

   • Could this be something I’ve inherited - from my family, from past generations, or from a past life?

     
     

3. Sit quietly with these questions and ask your higher self to show you the highest truth, you may need to meditate on this, or write down your questions relating to the theme and let the answers arrive over the next few rays, perhaps as a divine insight or in dreamtime.

   
   

4. Write down whatever comes to you. Don’t filter or judge.

The more you practice this, the easier it becomes to uncover these hidden patterns, the awareness is key as it shines a light on the belief and allows you to start choosing different, rewiring your thought process and moving through your blocks with a deeper wisdom, innerstanding and compassion for yourself.

Want to Go Deeper?

If you’d like to do this work with a guide, I offer 1:1 sessions in The Great Light Garden 🌿 where we can gently uncover and rewire these unconscious programs together.

Or, if you’re ready for a full transformation, you can join me for my ‘Raturn to Eden’ program- a 7-septenary journey back to your highest light 🌞, where we'll be walking the path o Raw Veganism, abstinence from addictions and lightful living.

For more tools, guidance, and meditations, you can join our Mage Mastars monthly group for downloads relating to each zodiac season and deep soul healing on every level ✨.

Have a god ray as always, and might the light guide you OM. ✨